Oh La La, Folks. Miss me already??? I've been away for quite awhile now. I finally have a time to update my blog. You guys dunno how much i miss u already. Miss sharing much. And with my long absence i know i would screwed my blog like shit. Because i had lots and lots and much to write slash share. So i'll start sharing and stop bluffing i guess.LoL.
I stop posting on January, after counting (with my hands-mean it-how long i past my blogger time) it's been 4 month since i left. Long enough huh. I had a lot happening on January then February then March then April then May. You know how much i meant here. And too bad i won't be thinking about all of that past again nowadays. So i'll just start for June.
In June i had many approaches in life. First i start Gym-ing. Strong reason for that is i really wish i could loss some weight. Guess what, i get fatter days to days. And nowadays i became very fat. I am so gonna kill this fat. Errrggghhh.... I hate it when people came to passed me and said like "oh Jessica, you've gained some weight huh???" At that moment i admitted to all of you that i snapped and really wanted to pinned that people, who talk to me. But i guess that'll just stay in my highly not-recommended mind. I'll pass that part and said "Oh yeah,people ate and gained weight from what they ate yeah??And hell yeah that's totally me! No wasted food, dear!"
Second, i am kinda bored when it comes to June. Reason : People will be celebrating for holiday and get their passport stamp at everywhere they want. Auw i wanted that sooo bad either. But i had to stayed home alone and pass my three weeks missing my fams and....fams. Yeah i only had fams to miss, not some BFF or even Boyfriend. Lame enough for my age, but i think u what the hell. Lol. I haven't find someone suited for me. A lil bit picky and saucy of me. :) Hope i'll find one soon and also hoping that Ms.Tiff will find one for her either. Very soon. ^^
Last but not least is i still work eventhou my work is kinda boring nowadays. No-really challenging work to do like previous year and years before. I dunno why i lost my appetite on work. I wish i really had another option for my work. And i believe God will guide me thru this. I will be counting days for my family to come back home. And also miss Ms. Tiff. I knew she's been struggling quite much for her exam. Hope she'll pass all of that fluently and come home. Overall, there are no place like homecoming aren't they?? So i will be waiting and keep supporting her. Hwaiting, Neng... Xoxo. Jz.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Met-a-mor-pho-Sis
Waaa....Afternoon all..Finally i'm really in the mood for updating my blog. hihi...Here i am, posting in the middle of the week. But i do have something to share with. Kinda in the middle of working but i bailed my work and post something for my blog. Forgive me, Boss for my rudeness. ^^
And today topic is as above lah.Lol. I made this tittle is to maybe say that i'm in the mood of metamorphosing myself to be the better one. So wish me luck for this one. Cause i want to move forward for myself and my future. Hope i can achieve everything that i've targeted for this year. Wish me Luck again.Hihi. And i'm really glad that i can make this decision, whether i can cope it or not, i wish i could make my life better and useful for myself, even for friends and families. So let's work it out!!
Last night, when i try and try to find my small mug bottle for my sleeping lamp, i found my very very old nail sticker that i bought it years ago with my cousin Ms.K in my book shelf . I had an idea to use it out of to just wasted it like the few past years. hihihi...Then I start putting nail polish on my hands nails and start sticking this nail sticker into my fingernails. Don't be rude for criticizing my nails, because i never ever can let my nails comes longer that the tip of my fingers. Lol. I also heard, people stick their fingernails or even toenails, when they wanted to shown how elegant and wow their hands and toes. But not in my case. Also to be frank, i don't have any sense of art in my blood. So to speak i only stick what i want to my fingernails without any hesitation. Hahaha... ^^
Too bad and sad that i can not upload the photo for you to comment on, i don't know why i can't upload it here. Everytime i try my page will close automatically and after kept trying few times. Now i really gave up. I don't know what is the matter with my computer or my blogger page or even my internet server. I'll upload it in the other post i guess. Xoxo. Jz.
And today topic is as above lah.Lol. I made this tittle is to maybe say that i'm in the mood of metamorphosing myself to be the better one. So wish me luck for this one. Cause i want to move forward for myself and my future. Hope i can achieve everything that i've targeted for this year. Wish me Luck again.Hihi. And i'm really glad that i can make this decision, whether i can cope it or not, i wish i could make my life better and useful for myself, even for friends and families. So let's work it out!!
Last night, when i try and try to find my small mug bottle for my sleeping lamp, i found my very very old nail sticker that i bought it years ago with my cousin Ms.K in my book shelf . I had an idea to use it out of to just wasted it like the few past years. hihihi...Then I start putting nail polish on my hands nails and start sticking this nail sticker into my fingernails. Don't be rude for criticizing my nails, because i never ever can let my nails comes longer that the tip of my fingers. Lol. I also heard, people stick their fingernails or even toenails, when they wanted to shown how elegant and wow their hands and toes. But not in my case. Also to be frank, i don't have any sense of art in my blood. So to speak i only stick what i want to my fingernails without any hesitation. Hahaha... ^^
Too bad and sad that i can not upload the photo for you to comment on, i don't know why i can't upload it here. Everytime i try my page will close automatically and after kept trying few times. Now i really gave up. I don't know what is the matter with my computer or my blogger page or even my internet server. I'll upload it in the other post i guess. Xoxo. Jz.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
From Pro Then Contra and Last No Comment
Ummm... To be frank, i dunno how to start typing for today topic in this blog. As always i'll tell you guys so many things in my life but today i guess i'll tell something for heaven's sake. Lol. Just kidding.
Today is Saturday in my watch, as always i had to attend to work every six day in a week including today of course. That is something that can't be skipped without any consequences. So here i am, sitting on my own desk, putting one-sided headset to my ear and start my daily duties. And i think i won't have any important appointment today so i'll just go home after work and ah! not to skip sending the black car for car wash. The car is like nightmare if everybody see it. Full of mud all around it. who can stand that kind of gross. Lol.
Ok! back to the main topic. i'd like to share that last night i had a real nice and supporting chat with Ms. Tif-Tif. We talked, we laughed about our conversation last night. hope we can chat again anytime soon. And waiting for her ETA in town on Jan 21, 2011 i guess.hihihi...
And one of our topic was indeed about a conflict between our loved ones, (ccciiiieeeee...so excited after saying this.) our idol called TVXQ! For some other reason you know i know already they've been divided into 2(two) groups and now they started quarreling for something that-i myself not really understand-made their fans including me of course felt really dilemma for this matter. Maybe some would act pro and some to be called contra and others maybe the no-comment one. I dunno which side you guys are on, if you know the matter but for real this is way too emotional for us to think about i guess. I understand each one of us had our own thinking and solution for this matter. I just really hope and much wish so that this conflict will be solve asap. Because this problem is like a real hearbreaker for me as their fans. Maybe i'll just stay no comment until the truth comes out. Let us just show our love to them by supporting them all the way along this conflict.
I quote some words from my favorite song by British singer Natasha Bedingfield in her song titled No Mozart. I loved this song so much, i dunno what the reason, I just fall for it for the 1st time i heard this song.
Jz quote :
"I know once something's been spoken aloud it can't be taken back
But don't be too proud to risk that."
TVXQ! and JYJ oppa! Do your best! Best support from me, Jz. Xoxo.
Today is Saturday in my watch, as always i had to attend to work every six day in a week including today of course. That is something that can't be skipped without any consequences. So here i am, sitting on my own desk, putting one-sided headset to my ear and start my daily duties. And i think i won't have any important appointment today so i'll just go home after work and ah! not to skip sending the black car for car wash. The car is like nightmare if everybody see it. Full of mud all around it. who can stand that kind of gross. Lol.
Ok! back to the main topic. i'd like to share that last night i had a real nice and supporting chat with Ms. Tif-Tif. We talked, we laughed about our conversation last night. hope we can chat again anytime soon. And waiting for her ETA in town on Jan 21, 2011 i guess.hihihi...
And one of our topic was indeed about a conflict between our loved ones, (ccciiiieeeee...so excited after saying this.) our idol called TVXQ! For some other reason you know i know already they've been divided into 2(two) groups and now they started quarreling for something that-i myself not really understand-made their fans including me of course felt really dilemma for this matter. Maybe some would act pro and some to be called contra and others maybe the no-comment one. I dunno which side you guys are on, if you know the matter but for real this is way too emotional for us to think about i guess. I understand each one of us had our own thinking and solution for this matter. I just really hope and much wish so that this conflict will be solve asap. Because this problem is like a real hearbreaker for me as their fans. Maybe i'll just stay no comment until the truth comes out. Let us just show our love to them by supporting them all the way along this conflict.
I quote some words from my favorite song by British singer Natasha Bedingfield in her song titled No Mozart. I loved this song so much, i dunno what the reason, I just fall for it for the 1st time i heard this song.
Jz quote :
"I know once something's been spoken aloud it can't be taken back
But don't be too proud to risk that."
TVXQ! and JYJ oppa! Do your best! Best support from me, Jz. Xoxo.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Twenty & Eleven
Aaaahhh, Finally i have a real courage to start writing and posting in my blog again since decade (ago). Sorry, kinda very lazy with all of my daily activity and some workaholic mood that past few days. You know i know lah what kind of buzz mood i had that time. (maybe it'll be too long to write this time. Lol)
Flashback for some of my 2010 last minute for you, i spent Christmas night with my Grandma and my lit bro. We gone out for lunch and dinner. Nothing special i guess, only got some nerve with the dinner. We had to wait for maybe one hour for our table to be served, kinda hit my nerve actually, but what to do lah, at that time, i believed everyone would bring their loved one to somewhere eating and celebrating Christmas together. So i just need to calmed my nerved down and enjoying that night view and dinner - don't wanna mention anything regarding the food we ate, totally ruin my mouth and stomach after that - and then gone home. So nothing really matter on Christmas. Just some aura of Christmas that stings everywhere around and very grateful for that.
For New Year, it's kinda funny and moody for me, 1st, i had no wheels for the road - means no car - because the black car that i usually drove, been rent by other people. But i got something even better, my uncle replace his car for mine. Hahaha... Not forever lah, just replacing my car that have to be in rent for 3 days. hihi... Although, i'm really scared i couldn't drove well in other cars and even worse, that car is an automatic car (i usually drove manual car) so i feel kinda nervous thinking i have to drive my uncle's car. And guess what, act is better than think. After thinking and smirking (geli sendiri) for 4 hours, i decided to go on with the flow for that car. I just started my new experience with an automatic car. Not to mention after learning how to drive last year, i never drove an automatic car to the road. Never been allowed for that actually. Lol. Kinda challenging trying for another new challenge like this. And thankfully, i could drove safely until my last destination - Kompleks Cemara Asri - after a few stops for my Grandma request beforehand.
I'm really excited before New Year because i got to spent some time with my Mom, yeah yeah She's coming to town on Dec 28, 2010 and lasted until Jan 05, 2011. And i believe we spent an enormous number of shopping like freak that time. I miss her now after i mention it. Kinda sad thinking that i couldn't be with her all the time because had to slept at my cousin's house. Because her mother was in holiday trip. So kinda had some big regrets this time for my Mom. She barely can came to town, hence i had to abandon Her that couple days. I'm real sorry, Mom. Promise i'll make it up for you next time. Love M, always.
At New Year eve, i've been dragged by my cousin, Ms.K and her husband to a secret party hosted by one most popular people in town. So WOW i thought in the party. They had anything for free. Sorry for my exciting word. I rarely could attend that kind of party because i had no service until that far. So i got to spent some time there, not really eating but really enjoying the show with Ms.K, which in that current time, her future husband and one of his friend was testing any kind of food available at that time. Make me wanna Lol when they came to join us at the table. Guess what??? Both their stomach shown like "Oh please help me, i had digested hundreds and thousands of menus here. Please help." oh my my could you guys imagine that???Lol.
The best part of New Year is always not far from fireworks. And this is it, i do always love this part. We've count down together and watched all the fireworks flying and flaming the sky at that place. And of course didn't forget to said Happy New Year to all of our friends there. Love this part so much, fireworks means a lot to me actually in some content.
So this is the last part of my topic twenty and eleven which directly pointed to Year 2011. I've shared so many things in my-skipping-lunch-time as always for writing this blog. So i hope all of us had a great year starting now. I had many wish for me and all of my loved ones in this 2011 rabbit year that i hope you guys do too.See i told you guys that this will be too long but at least i could share my experience with all of you. Happy New Year. Xoxo. Jz.
Flashback for some of my 2010 last minute for you, i spent Christmas night with my Grandma and my lit bro. We gone out for lunch and dinner. Nothing special i guess, only got some nerve with the dinner. We had to wait for maybe one hour for our table to be served, kinda hit my nerve actually, but what to do lah, at that time, i believed everyone would bring their loved one to somewhere eating and celebrating Christmas together. So i just need to calmed my nerved down and enjoying that night view and dinner - don't wanna mention anything regarding the food we ate, totally ruin my mouth and stomach after that - and then gone home. So nothing really matter on Christmas. Just some aura of Christmas that stings everywhere around and very grateful for that.
For New Year, it's kinda funny and moody for me, 1st, i had no wheels for the road - means no car - because the black car that i usually drove, been rent by other people. But i got something even better, my uncle replace his car for mine. Hahaha... Not forever lah, just replacing my car that have to be in rent for 3 days. hihi... Although, i'm really scared i couldn't drove well in other cars and even worse, that car is an automatic car (i usually drove manual car) so i feel kinda nervous thinking i have to drive my uncle's car. And guess what, act is better than think. After thinking and smirking (geli sendiri) for 4 hours, i decided to go on with the flow for that car. I just started my new experience with an automatic car. Not to mention after learning how to drive last year, i never drove an automatic car to the road. Never been allowed for that actually. Lol. Kinda challenging trying for another new challenge like this. And thankfully, i could drove safely until my last destination - Kompleks Cemara Asri - after a few stops for my Grandma request beforehand.
I'm really excited before New Year because i got to spent some time with my Mom, yeah yeah She's coming to town on Dec 28, 2010 and lasted until Jan 05, 2011. And i believe we spent an enormous number of shopping like freak that time. I miss her now after i mention it. Kinda sad thinking that i couldn't be with her all the time because had to slept at my cousin's house. Because her mother was in holiday trip. So kinda had some big regrets this time for my Mom. She barely can came to town, hence i had to abandon Her that couple days. I'm real sorry, Mom. Promise i'll make it up for you next time. Love M, always.
At New Year eve, i've been dragged by my cousin, Ms.K and her husband to a secret party hosted by one most popular people in town. So WOW i thought in the party. They had anything for free. Sorry for my exciting word. I rarely could attend that kind of party because i had no service until that far. So i got to spent some time there, not really eating but really enjoying the show with Ms.K, which in that current time, her future husband and one of his friend was testing any kind of food available at that time. Make me wanna Lol when they came to join us at the table. Guess what??? Both their stomach shown like "Oh please help me, i had digested hundreds and thousands of menus here. Please help." oh my my could you guys imagine that???Lol.
The best part of New Year is always not far from fireworks. And this is it, i do always love this part. We've count down together and watched all the fireworks flying and flaming the sky at that place. And of course didn't forget to said Happy New Year to all of our friends there. Love this part so much, fireworks means a lot to me actually in some content.
So this is the last part of my topic twenty and eleven which directly pointed to Year 2011. I've shared so many things in my-skipping-lunch-time as always for writing this blog. So i hope all of us had a great year starting now. I had many wish for me and all of my loved ones in this 2011 rabbit year that i hope you guys do too.See i told you guys that this will be too long but at least i could share my experience with all of you. Happy New Year. Xoxo. Jz.
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